All she wanted.
All she wanted was to feel wanted again. As superficial and stupid, as she was aware it seemed, it was all she was missing. She’d been told she was loved and that she meant more than sex. Yet, when the one thing that has threatened to tear them apart (being untrue) in the past was the only thing worrying her, her love wouldnt comfort that concern. Her love wouldnt show her that she was wanted. Her love wouldnt show her that she was loved AND wanted. And so she said goodbye to it all. For the realization of not being able to truly have both, she knew she couldn’t continue on pretending to be happy.